A week closer to my last day of work and regardless of some set backs I am determined to succeed.
I went to the arbeitsamt and my hopes for support from them were scattered. I would only get support to start my own business if the job market in my industry would have nothing to offer. As I have experience in a call center there are plenty of jobs available. Why are there so many jobs available? Because nobody wants them. Well obviously some wanting and even I wanted this a while back.
After talking to my "advisor" I have limited options. I could cheat the system, but honestly I am not the type for that. So all I have left is to rely only on my own. Get as many applications out there as possible. First I need to get a better application picture. Right now I have the option between a 6 year old picture or a selfie. Both terrible options for a serious job application. I wonder why pictures are still relevant. They only lead to subconscious stereotyping.
Anyways, talking about more positive things in life:
I went for my first IPL session. It didn't hurt and my skin seems to be fine. So all that is left is to wait for the long term results.
Also very spontaneously my mom is going to visit me on the weekend.
All I can think is: I should clean!!!! All I do is not cleaning though....somethings wrong....
pennyless fashion designer working towards London